An Unalterable Love

This is my prayer when I found myself at difficult crossroads of making a decision

My Gracious Father;

How long I long to run and snuggle into Your bosoms and fall asleep for an eternity! I desperately long for your presence, to feel your fragrance, to hear your heartbeat, to bathe in that liquid love of Yours that strengthens my love so that it is unalterable.

Abba, the inside of me that always feels spacious like the firmament, now it feels like a ripe, shriveled,  fruit whose skin is all wrinkled.
The often noticeable resistance of my inner being seems to be losing elasticity. I have been stretched to my limits and my stamina is slipping away. In this incomprehensible moment, I need to feel the rush of Your love that revives everything withered inside me. I command all the trillions of cells within me to magnify Your name and exalt Your wisdom!

I don’t know what the future holds for me, but my absolute delight and perfect pleasure are to love You with an unalterable love. I am weak, I am worn out, I am feeble, I don’t know how to get in or out and I’ve been thrown into a project that’s bigger than me.

Please, Father, guide my steps. You know how troubled I am; please put my tears in Your bottle. I know You’re on my side. In You, I trust! I won’t be afraid. I’ll give You my offering of thanksgiving, because You have rescued me from death and kept me from defeat. So I’ll walk in Your presence with those who love you with an unalterable love.

This is my Story! What’s Yours?

This is how my gratitude is seen in heaven!